This is the second's weeks Dare. I had to create in any artsy way I wanted my emotions that I felt during my pregnancy with you... the moment I found I was pregnant. I choose to make this:
It's a sculpt of a woman laying on her side. Swirled with the colors represented in the flowers in the front of her. Here is my explanation of them:
Green -- The color of jealousy (I can never have a happy worry free pregnancy, Kaitlin's loss took that from me, so from the moment I am see I"m pregnant the worry sets in. I'm jealous of those who still have claim to that naivety...)
Dark Purple -- For Kaitlin, because with every pregnancy and everything I do she is apart of that
Yellow -- for Joy. I'm pregnant and most definitely happy about it
Red -- for the love I felt the moment I knew you existed
Black -- for the depressing feelings that always shadow mind worrying if I will bring home you my baby
Light Purple -- For hope, for the pure hope it all works out and we bring a baby home
Pink -- because I did get to bring a baby girl home (Emilie) so she is also always carried with me in my mind and soul.
I laid the figure on a worry stone and shrouded it in white for peace. After trying for so long It was peaceful to think we were pregnant again.
I also attempted which it worked out alright to add my first ultrasound picture to the belly area :)
Remember this was meant to represent how I felt when I first found out I was pregnant not after the ultrasounds or loss. :)
