So I used to be able to tell Kaitlin's story with a smile even at times...but now it just makes me cry. Hence why I cried through the little speech I gave at our local walk to remember.
I'm still very raw...loosing Sage is a little different than loosing Kaitlin but I fear it's ripped apart the scar that had started to form...so in many ways I feel back to the beginning...and it's harder this time, with two you wonder even more how your life would be different...was Sage possibly going to be our boy? Or another little girl with blue eyes?
blah... on to another day.
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